There is this very specific line being made clear– This line between real and unreal– And it has to deal with the structure of my comprehension of reality, the different structures I am using to maintain a conscious focus which generate different projections at different levels–
That is to say, There is a part of me; who grew up here, and is grounded here, simply because no where else has been known– They are very loose, but since they have never been “broken” they exist as a factor in my projections–
Which means; even though, I am on the verge of a total transformation; getting close and closer to linking every level into the simultaneous focus; this last level of myself which is the last part to be informed; which is the part that needs to be informed which projects all doubt– I am still.. seriously contemplating getting a drone–
Okay, just above me sits this glorious picture of heaven; and that image is becoming so revealing that it is truly a part of my total experience in every moment– And yet, I am here contemplating getting a drone; and worrying that I might do something stupid and getting a huge fine–
Like there is still this linear projection that shoots forward without being able to take into account a change in trajectory– Its like, I am being prepared to take a left! everything around me is working to move me towards the left! but a primary center of mine is still operating as if I am going to go straight–
Buuuut– As I project straight! and I can see that there is this left; there is this.. “fanned out” spectrum of contrast in thought– That is, I can clearly see; when I am thinking straight, vs when I am thinking left; its striking enough to create space between the two modes of projection– Whiiich reveals the underlying structures of each in relation to each other–
Okay; if you could follow me here– This final ring of projection I am on– Is like projecting straight, left, and right; simultaneously–
All three of these hold truths about my inner being reflected in my outer being– However, the way in which I am projecting them is illusive in the appearance of the choice– That is, because it appears that I have a choice; I get multiple directions of projections– Which creates a diminished awareness of what I truly hold in focus– Which is what will happen–
So, we have to merge these three possibilities; into the one that will actually occur– The data of what will actually occur is in there; however it is all mixed up in our form identity– That is to say, by projecting each one; I have used the source material of what is actually occuring, however; the way I have stretched it over the occurrence, diminishes my ability to see what is occuring; because i have created multiple occurrences where there are none– that is to say; our choice is not an illusion, but that we could make any other choice than the one we do; is. and as such, we lose our ability to focus in the astral realms we produce by creating the chance identity–(edited)
So, to discuss this final ring I am on– There is no more content to generate in the astral realms; I have been producing all probable universes required to explain my situation; to reveal to me the underlying patterns of my own thinking– It reaches out, to a final structure; that cannot be revealed as an image except between all final projected images– That is, each projected image; because so clear; the shimmer is able to unite with the clarity of the other projections; and thus allow them to consciously inform each other; creating, in a sense a real time data matrix of all current stimuli–
Through the real time data matrix; a representation of the heart beat of all stimuli at once as it represents itself in the sensual awareness– Can we, perform a transmutation of that data into something that represents the data itself into an interactive medium–
To interact with this medium; is to change the way the medium suggests and presents itself; making each interaction with this object, meaningful–
Thus, to truly form the image of the data matrix; we must also represent the consequences of interacting with it– that is, we create a symbolic garment; which then allows us to consciously hold in focus the consequences of our relationship to it–
Without this symbolic expression of relations involved; without this.. intuitive interface of navigating this sense of being; we would find, ourselves very confused about the consequences of each interaction; causing us to have to map it out, and reflect the object identity different–
The last sentiment I wrote above this; is an expression of our fall to knowledge– That is, this object stands before us; but because we do not see clearly how it relates to us; we come into this issue of knowledge, or broken focus; which creates the compartmentalized understandings; which create the fractured personality which projects limited possibilities through our inability to see what we were ultimately born to choose–(edited)
(our possibilities become limited by virtue of how many possibilities we think there are)–
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