The heavens of pure emotions are psychotic– That is why we must balance our way through the abyss– If the heavens were unleashed upon our being as it were; it would be akin to raging emotions– It would be either devastating to you, or devastating to all those around them–
This impulse, the one you harness with your meditations– We balance it as we reflect it upwards; reflecting the heavens– But the heavens, being here already; is that impulse!
The heavenly conflict can be understood like this– Imagine if you will; a human body 30 years of age– In the middle path, they are between younger and older– But in the path behind the middle path; that being, is still that youth, and already that elder!
So, the conflicting image of the human body; is that, by understanding how it is between younger and older; can we begin to shift our focus on the younger or the older; and by virtue our focus upon it brings physical changes that reflect that traversing (the bodily changes we recognize as changing the age of that body)–
When you psychotically engage with the heavenly conflict; your emotions are emblazoned, and you move your focus anywhere your heart feels to! The heavenly image of conflict slows us down! The heavenly conflict allows us to hold focus in the psychotic expression–
That is, to engage in the activities we have known, increasingly vivid; to enjoy those fruits of these activities we have known, obsessively and compulsively; to embody who we are, through those angles we appreciate; at those rates we desire to appreciate– The blood flows through the kinks of the conflict– The kinks, are where you and your opposite join in union– The collective fixed stars; of which we are safe to order our fixations around– Home– Home– Home– Home– Home– Home–
The image of this reality you have; is this heavenly conflict; it is that holy war! We are engaged with each other, in the heat of battle– In the heat of love– And yet! this battle is already over, the results are already fucking in! because between us is how this battle begun and how this battle ended! The expanse! the contraction!
And in so, you are already paralyzed by the victor! And you must SURRENDER to this loss! But you have already won, and all things are of consequence!