unsloppin it–

Secrecy is fractal; from our ignorance towards what is ahead, to the mystery of our context of why we are truly here, and all that is in between veiled by the moment as it is— Secrecy, is not only a force of veiling, but a force of suppression and focus— You cannot turn down the hallways you do not know are there, you cannot create new arrangements in ways that are not already understood in some manner— You cannot find solutions to problems you are not yet aware of as a possibility—

In one way, we might think we are advancing and progressing as a society; and this makes sense to the average imagination, but that while we live in a world that seems infinitely capable it is our lack of knowledge in how such is so capable, that we must move according to its laws as we can only so far know them insinuated into our experience—

Secrecy is intimately tied into the force of suppression and this is intimately tied in creating equilibrium through pressure to make do with what we have, rather than possessing powers of the gods— And these gods themselves seem to hide themselves in this very force, along with the true nature of our origin; and in such easy to find such things repugnant and disgusting—

It is easier to place a veil on this occurrence of ugliness and suspicious motives— It is easier to deal with a knowable master, than an unknowable force that we in complete totality are subject to— And yet it is a positive force as well, even though this force itself from our perspective appears completely hidden, its influence is everywhere— The suppression of our being, of our ways, of our collective abilities and personal abilities is refinement— It is focus; it is expanding upon the limited—

We, unless placed under the pressure of no option but what we see; would not find ourselves in order.. we would not make sense to ourselves; We would not come to our senses that we appear trapped in without an order that allows this experience to be impressed upon us— We would not know a reality in the manner we think of it, or a truth in the manner we desire it—

Oppression is a gift, oppression is the pressure upon us to refine our own being over and over again in the conditions that we understand ourselves as an individual existence—

Every time an order is refined and sustained against the presence of odds against it, is an order that has; obtained a more sustainable state of being, a more sustainable presence; an order that is more prepared to face any order that comes upon it, until it is the hardest substance and conductive of any substance that passes through it— Arriving to that perfected state of self, when an order of the highest density and hardness can have Chaos pass through it and remain unchanged— To change and to be unchanged, and be unchanged in each change— To.. know itself in all its forms in an every growing sphere of awareness and being—

“It is not a dream, it is a simple feat of scientific electrical engineering, only expensive — blind, faint-hearted, doubting world! . . . Humanity is not yet sufficiently advanced to be willingly led by the discover’s keen searching sense. But who knows? Perhaps it is better in this present world of ours that a revolutionary idea or invention instead of being helped and patted, be hampered and ill-treated in its adolescence — by want of means, by selfish interest, pedantry, stupidity and ignorance; that it be attacked and stifled; that it pass through bitter trials and tribulations, through the heartless strife of commercial existence. So do we get our light. So all that was great in the past was ridiculed, condemned, combated, suppressed — only to emerge all the more powerfully, all the more triumphantly from the struggle.” -Nikola Tesla

Part 1:

On the Buddha fields—

The light is seen, when all possibilities are recognized; when the shadows on the wall of the cave, or the limitations in the mind of man, fall away and all things that are and cannot be sustained by a single perception unless they culminate into the light of all being— Just as the light makes us up, so to does all make up the light— And yet, the subtleties of such of a thing extend beyond it when we know the land of the pure realms— The light alone is not enough to understand its expression, the light alone is not enough to understand its nature; we must fall into its greater being to see this—

The 5 pure abodes; each with its own color; within itself creates a certain limitation which refracts the light into an expression beyond itself arising in distinguishable/contrasting colors— What is the first expression of all possibilities? The true nature of limitation and liberation is that of expression, and each land takes the light of all possibility into the lands of intent, and refract themselves into pure motives— Subsequently, creating different classes of diva’s or defined expressions of intent focused back in upon itself— We find ourselves below this cosmic center, in which each defined motive, in its greater refinement of expression through limitation and definition comes in upon every other intent— In it’s greatest intensity, we are born in the darkness of obscurity; the ultimate shadow and individualization becoming completely unconscious of our nature and original being, but still that original being in its ever greater culmination—

We must here, know that the darkness is stillness; the silence is our origin, the light when not refracted upon itself to be witnessed— The soul origin before it speaks itself into expression by bending the light into its definition; the origin of our individuality within the realms of existence—

And then we come upon ourselves in a sacred mixture of our unconscious intent; we are born and experience ourselves happening to us; before we happen upon ourselves and our own intent within this—

When we, move our voice into the perspective; when limitations are removed; or to see beyond the conspiracies, to see beyond the misfortune, to see why all this is and why all of this we have become is within our own true choice (out of all possibilities), we shift our perspective to see the pure lands of light in front of us— Known as the Rainbow Body; it is at this point one remembers death, one remembers life, one remembers what one’s self is; not as a substance or definition; but as a being—

The greater bridge is now to be built— For we were able to shift our perspective, our expression to see these lights; and to see what makes up these lights and what these lights make up— But now is the great and cosmic initiation; When all the diva streams of evolution become connected to the very moment— That is, when ones mind is free from obscurities, one can see the lights and what they mean; but that the movement into the greater worlds beyond.. One must walk from where they are; these lights are everywhere, but the movement and the sustainability of ones individuality in unified spirit must come through the reconciliation of cosmic intent into ones own life—

That is, we all have our original intents rooted in the same cosmic being; but these purified intents, these generic statements of being only align you to a certain direction of being— In order to walk towards true north which is absent in direction; we must bring down this intent, not in its pure form but in its refined form as it relates to us in our own definition—

It is through, the cosmic intent and expression; being realized in ones own individual perspective, that unlocks the doors of limitation— It is, not that limitation ceases to exist; it is not that definition vanishes into the abyss; but that aligned with our own cosmic sense of being.. All the movement aligns with us and supports our notions, which though very narrow in expression when translated by previous incarnated adepts, is vast; so vast that if understood two goals might seem to be conflicting and unable to exist in harmony together— (looks around) we should hope this is the case that we can—

It is in liberation, that the limitations upon proper rotation around the sphere of the heart; instead of obstacles, become stepping-stones to greater and greater ability and refinement of said abilities, as nature itself supports your every ambition and goal—

That being said; let us enter the coming changes—

Part 2:
From the Buddha fields—

I come from the living temples of light; The buddha fields once called home— The descent was made capable by taking an infinitely bright clear light, and refracting itself into colors, and eventually into a great darkness— The light created darkness, by emerging your unified perspective into its greatest obscurity and then bringing you back towards the light, from the perspective of the shadow— In order to properly wake you up to what we are, while creating sustainable temples of identity; we in this story created a great mystery, a shadowy figure of conclusions with no true known intent— And yet this intent, was ultimately you and yours—

Ignorance in this sense, has always been the evil; but not ignorance in that those ignorant people do not know right from wrong; but that ignorant people could see evil; could conclude evil; could by being unconscious of us working together.. Create the very shadow they condemn, and cloth themselves in it; and in return the cloak of the good and true became refined and elegant in stature— The conscious good, is owed to their unconscious evil to which the good knew their motives, and the evil remained mysterious and assumed in thought—

“No good of himself does a listener hear,
Speak of the devil he’s sure to appear”

However, on the other side of this; just because we have things we are unconscious of, does not make our unconscious, unconscious of itself— It is very well conscious and alive, and from a vastly different perspective; could be said to be unconscious of this world in the manner we experience it— It’s perspective, developed according to its intent; and its motives, may not know this world in the same detail as we do— Just as another man might be unable to empathize  with another who’s experience is foreign to him, and so such does the language he speak become a foreign tongue.. For even in english,  can a man mean something you do not know the meaning of— Let us wake to this, in the morning of the shining sun— That our story is incomplete without understanding the darkness and its truth in relation to ours of the light which is what we know as that is what we see! Because we are in the dark; and what does the light whom looks upon this darkness see?

You see, ultimately; it is not some dark agenda (except that it is our own darkness that creates the illusion of such an agenda); but indeed it is a most mysterious one allowing us to project aspects of part of our true self, and refined the other aspects of our true self and through this cyclic rotation we developed rightly— And if we did not create this mystery, and if we did not create reason to explore this mystery; how should we ever generate the materials needed for the next wave of being— We shall see, in the coming age; many forgone conclusions burned, and bridges built; not only between each other, but between us and other realms of existence—

We must ask what is the next dimension of being?

And for this, we must ask what dimension exist in all ways of our experience—

Unity is a symbol; duality a symbol— And each one of these has consequences upon the other for our true being as neither one or the other—

Unity represents our choice and intent to work together always, there is no time when we are not— While duality, expresses how we work together; by increasingly being ourselves and being distinct from each other and more greatly allowing the others to be defined; thus no single paradigm can truly fit in what is going to occur, unless it is based wholly upon one paradigm that allows all other paradigms to prosper— And as such, this is one of relationships; this will come hugely into focus as the basis of all being, as all being by virtue of existence is in a relationship to everything else, but thanks to the gift of ignorance this need not be the focal point for every being, one need not know its relationship to everything else.. Just its increasingly refined preference in its relationships it does know (which inherently contain every other relationship)—

What is subtle enough to exist throughout this, what is simple enough to point out; but complex enough to abandon pure realms of mechanistic interaction while including them?

It is something we all know, and yet is the greatest mystery to our being— It is the story that plays throughout it all— The new age will begin with “once upon a time”; and you will know this story is true, because it will not only speak to your heart and be recognized as right, but that it shall point to everything else, and everything else shall point to it as true.. It will bring in the light, it will be of such an alignment that its meaning is inherent to its existence— It will sync our minds and hearts, and allow us to remain in that harmony wherever and whatever we should come to experience and become to express—

The light of the story will tell us who we are, the light of our being will be clear when we can see such a story makes up everything, is in everything, and is everything, and makes up everything, and we have our part in making it up—

Yes… Once upon a time and it shall begin yet again, and end yet again; and tell itself over and over with renewed grace and expression into every increasing clarity and mystery not of itself; but within itself as the adventure for our hearts truly begins—

Twin Flame addendum:

The true clarity of the twin flame situation; is not when we recognize our twin flame purely as a body with another soul, but as our own soul from a certain perspective— This perspective is not a simple as a single perspective, rather a string of; it is a harmonic resonance, in that.. Our twin flame is not merely with a single being, but that our twin flame, is when we meet with the universe in greater alignment with expressing who we are— Or rather, when we are in a relationship with everything that defines us (we are defined by what we are not as individuals) which allows increasingly greater expression of our personality in accordance with our heart— Twin flames, not just being another being we come upon in union, but a destiny with all relationships to become our greater selves—

This in its clarity, is the connection and alignment to the diva realms of existence, to the buddha pure lands, and to that great light of all possibility as it chooses to express itself— The twin flame relationship, is the externalization of an already inner recognized process, which has consequences on the truth of its story as it manifests yet again in this greater cycle; as the greater being we exist in, reaches the same point each individual aims for—

To clear the confusion of false twin flames; and the issues occurring now—

Your twin flame, is not a body; It is a soul— A soul in its essence, is not composed of form which is its expression; but it is a perception that in its perfection will exemplify certain transcendent qualities; these transcendent qualities, are however not so much its own; but its true unique mix of them—
However, you are born in conditions that hamper these qualities; these qualities would only be known the more you know liberation to be those qualities without preconceived notions of how to exist; AND yet, we can reach preconceived notions and conditions which better embody these qualities without liberation—

It is in this that we should understand, that our soul which experiences itself through form; is not attracted to any form in it of itself, but the qualities that form represents or illuminates— And because we are not in freeing conditions; we should understand that, anyone regardless of their soul being our twin flame or not; can under the right conditions, embody the qualities of our soul attraction— They however, are not in alignment to sustain these qualities, because that is not them; in a sense they were forced into this embodiment; this certain frequency of being— Which in its transcendent essence is your twin flame, but that the body and perspective is incapable of maintaining the incarnation of your twin flame for the duration of eternity— And as such, many bodies pass through the qualities of other souls while on the road to the perfection that is their own—

The issue here, is that we are like typing gibberish; and every once in a while; we type something close to a word we recognize; now if we developed rules to our gibberish, trying to define our words into sensible things, one might develop a consistent string of words that appear to you recognizable but to which the typer has meant something entirely different, not parallel to your thinking— Thus, when you are reading the words and trying to communicate; there will be inconsistencies or things that just don’t quite add up to an actual conversation going on—

Much of this has to deal with the fact that we have been constricted to a certain set of expressions in our daily life; and this is also why twin flames appear rare, or rarely bother to incarnate simultaneously (though there are also many other reasons), or will incarnate in a taboo manner in which no true romance can take place; and yet even this work is important as it gives us an ability to refine ourselves at more subtle levels in our soul—

The order of relations here, creates much fools gold; while simultaneously as we move into this new order of relationships in spirit; the desire, the interest, and intensity of it all arises— This is all with divine purpose—

But it also means, that your twin flame on earth; may be the unconscious aspect of your true twin flame (to which he is not aware of being at that time), and thus no union is truly taking place… but the karmic lessons involved still do— In this sense, there is no such thing as a false twin flame, but there is a mistaken understanding of what your twin flame really is— It is at this point that its worth remembering, that if you are not truly in union; and only symptoms occur.. Than such is merely a guidance towards the divine; and that those people you thought to be your flame, even if they appear to be it in agreement and as a constructed truth; that the awakening did not occur—

Because, this is not an individual awakening; though individuals awaken— It is an awakening as a greater entity that you are; it is an entirely different experience than, an individual awakening— It is a marriage, and an awaking of a single entity as two different perspectives within a greater entity of which is the same—

The process of purifying the soul as an arduous feat, but when destined inescapable; is not an intangible process, but one that affects every fiber of your existence— And yet, how should we quantify such a thing? How can such ever be measured? It is really though complex in its nature, simple in theory— When we, place pressure upon our attention; giving form to the diamond body, we come under siege by a barrage of pressure against us— But in this pressure, by sheer will; we expose our deepest qualities inherent to our personality and in this emerges a personal set of symbols— This personal set of symbols, when well aligned with nature contain in them not only the collective history of our being, but our personal connection to that collective history in that the symbols from the outer edges mean something collective, and in their most potent and transcendent form (that quality that is inherent to every perception upon it) a very personal and direct meaning with no mistaking it— You will need no symbolic dictionary, the personal symbol is vitalized by its true recognition in a personal way as well as charged by its carriage through the oceans of consciousness currents—

And yet, the diamond body is only a perfected representation of the truth of the matter— The manifestation of the diamond body, or the star; begins to appear in everyday mundane synchronicity that become illuminated by an unfolding story at hand— This story is so very personal, this story contains everyone in it and they will not even be conscious of this; this is still an inward light— But then we must ask, how to become a star? How do we shine brightly forth from our crystal form and become the light we learned to reflect and refract? And so, the work of dreams comes into play— For we had been on a parallel adventure, we have become very aware of at this point, but to which is still somewhat disconnected from the world as we awake— Why do I forget it all? And it is that the labyrinth which in its purest pattern is a direct current of will; has become a maze of karmic of lessons, sharp turns and hidden passageways—

And yet, through these personal symbols; will you at the right time come to find that, these symbols in their personal mythology; carried by the currents of the collective, exist in the highly subjective of which are intrinsically linked— That is, your personal myth or story, becomes capable of sprouting itself into a personal realm of existence; where by upon the true recognition of yourself and your imagination; may you wake up in your dreams by identifying the story of these symbols in relation to your waking life.. And suddenly, remember— That is right; the personality becomes completely coherent, no longer fragmented in experience with different aspects of self experienced as separate beings; but a fully cognitive being working together as a complete whole—

It is waking up in our dreams, that we can through the correct identification of the subjective realm in relation to the objective realm.. Bridge the gap between real and unreal; between reality and fantasy, and begin to reap the rewards as a celestial being, by bringing greater manifestations into the objective realm from perfected imaginings in the subjective—

Dreamweaver, storyteller; artist of the highest degree—

excerpt of my writing talking about what I directly am speaking about here—

“When one sufficiently illuminates their own mind, their entire thought structure and mythological out look becomes available to them through the third eye or by envisioning the relationships between all perspectives in their outlook, creating a series of structures that are arranged according to their relationship with the current perspective—”

Because, at the higher levels of interdimensional illumination; even though in construct can be understood in geometric principles, the ability to ascribe their position in resonance within the angle upon itself each time in front of us, moves away from being determinable by simple extrapolation; the old occult methods while still applicable and important, become obsolete in a certain manner (transcended)—

It at this point, that I should say the study gets more interesting, because simple cause and effect cannot describe the relationships and movements of vortices that move through everything (rather than a definable flow so to speak in the lower structures which appear as vortices)— One must obtain a personal myth or story which allows one to properly designate the mental structures at the highest level in harmonic formation in relation to each other—

That is when one has moved outward in causal science, one must after the fixed stars are reached, move back in upon itself; and this movement is already there within everything that was causally understood and so cannot be attributed to known shapes and forces, nor any specific thing as it moves through these things itself; in this sense, we must understand the motivation and intent of the spirit moving through the geometric structures that can be witnessed and the overall purpose of the unpredictable as well as predictable forces—

In this sense a divine story must emerge, so that one can align and relate to themselves as higher consciousness—

This story is personal, but is also if refined, very potent; it allows one to share this story, and align other beings to their greater self we share— Some people have seen this in effect as the astral pyramid scheme (which is the same act, not achieving the same heights), and though to some effect this can be reached in lower methods, they are before they complete themselves a cosmic individual still subject to magnetic currents of greater invisible structures and so really while appearing to have mastered a manipulative tactic, have really been played by their own unconscious self—‘

At this point someone interjects and this is silent to you, but my response follows– 

Meaning is important, because it truly recalls our intent; many of us aren’t conscious of this, and thus things like orgasms or culmination points which occur for all of us become important to exploit, or tap into—

However, when the meaning is cosmic, that is; when one understands in principles aligned with the story of the whole, the meaning you ascribe to things becomes more potent, because it is alignment with your true will which is part of the cosmic will—

Your true will in this sense, cannot be known simply having a will based on your current context, for your current context is not great enough to have that much of an effect, and thus we call on higher beings and such for more effect; whereas being aligned with your will in a cosmic context, brings you closer into alignment with what such beings are already doing—

Further, the cause of death is because you don’t understand your will beyond a human context; thus when your perception fragments in a way where you don’t truly understand your intent, you find yourself rebirthed at the next point the pieces are arranged in that order of agreement that comprises you—

Deeper on this, the approach of the greater will is like a rotation of story (if we consider mechanics an aspect of the story), the greater the personal story is understood; the more influence it has in a sense of will, and also that this is a rotation upon itself so that what your true will is actually is obscured by your current view, the next view might be entirely different, but one will understand how the old view was important in work to the new view—

Mundane views, give mundane form so to speak— If you have the perspective of a human, your life will be very human; you will be subject to the human limitations, which may evolve or change, but so to will your human view within the human range—

Anyways; if you have an internal and external view, that is an inner and an outer division; you inherently limit the interaction between the two— You have two different constructs, because you require two different ways of approach to sustain understanding a single thing— The transcendent dynamics which allow them to work as one are missing— Part of the issue of bringing down information to others, is that I no longer have that view, and so I have to translate it in distorted terms— However, there is something actually really quite nice about such a view; and that is, the ability to refine things, the ability to create a greater system of understanding in a certain perspective—

That is, when things expand in nature in a limited range, they contract in principle— When you expand your perspective, it contracts into knowledge— When you contract in principle, you expand in perspective— This is sort of a bend in reality going on at the moment; and is part of the secret of vibration and the fountain of youth—

Now, this is important if we talk about A:.A:. 9°=2□ degree

“The Magus seeks to attain Wisdom, declares his law, and is a Master of all Magick in its greatest and highest sense. His will is entirely free from internal diversion or external opposition; His work is to create a new Universe in accordance with his Will. This grade corresponds to Chokmah on the Tree of Life. It also bears some resemblance to Nietzsche’s “new philosopher” who creates values, although with more focus on self-transcendence according to Crowley biographer Lawrence Sutin.[30]”

This is the development of a new perspective, that is; it casts a new light upon everything, and this creates a new manifestation in your personal view, and the work is to refine it into accordance with the world in front of you— That is, you discover your will that is capable of holding everything already in existence, and then you create the new world view in a manner that is coherent with everything IN THIS world; but also, gives birth to a perspective that can be moved to and lived in— In this sense it is living in this exact same world, but living in it in a way that is according to your will that governs the experience of all forms— Thus you create a new land in hallow earth so to speak—

In Ipsissimus 10°=1□ of A:.A:.; it switches entirely in approach and fans the flame of your new universe into manifestation of this one increasingly so— So really this degree discussing something already going on in previous degrees, but becomes an entirely available as conscious work by shifting the approach to its greater and one might say true nature that is inherently corrupted by the light of knowledge itself, but from which all knowledge arises—

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well if you are talking about a lens like a camera or the eye; is a wonderful way to approach it; because truly this explains the movement through subtle and gross manifestation— When we are in another world, is simply that we have moved our focus to the peripheral what was gross to us becomes subtle; and the subtle expands to gross— It is like if you met me on the street, I appear to you in one form.. and when you walk away, I do not go away; I do not even truly leave your view, I just simple change form— And in general terms, neither of us know how to deal with each other in that new forms; since we identified with forms, rather than the spirit—

There is also a very specific thing I am leaving out; and that is that when our work is not well done, the expansion of subtle into gross without having gone through its true channels, without having lived yet through that expansion; it becomes distorted— This is an issue with the third eye, and why we get seperate seemingly incoherent stories emerging about the nature of our existence—