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“I am bringing down a structure right now; I call a heavenly abode; where by I will be sufficiently connected to certain structures in the dream world to begin my work; and, as I walk in this land; I will reflect this abode here.. Bridging the two–

Right now in a certain sense that is what I am doing with you; connecting you to a larger work I have consciously created in the land of dreams– Then, I have a story, that reflects this hidden land; which allows one to see how they relate to this land of mine, based on how I present myself in form–

But, there is sort of an event that has to take place to embody it; and its what I call the perfect dream–

The perfect dream, is like a reflection of all that I have known; in an arrangement that will allow me to play it out into an entirely different arrangement I could not relate to– And this whole dream, is centered around connecting every aspect of my life as I lived it, into its physical expression– So, in this perfect dream, I experience that perfect “cap” to reconcile my whole life into a sense of being–“

“it creates a crystal sphere of consciousness we could say; where the epic stories that relay to us our relationship to whole, perfectly hold that crystal ball of focus– Each degree of the context; refined into its increasingly localized definition–

You know the greater stories, have less parallax; but store the information that shimmers from it into unique localized stories; and the greater ability of parallax in the fibers of the epics, allow us to experience a greater and greater variety of form, with increasing clarity of our own heart to navigate those forms–

these myths must be embodied and the embodiment of the story must have consequences that reflect it as a reality (through out the substance of creation)–

You know the epics; create a holistic focus, and represent the top of the hierarchy; but the substance of the epic, allows for a dynamic expression of what forces are in dominion and where–

Out of that holistic focus comes like a ray of light into different stories that other “legends” filter the epics through, into the unique prisms of different dynamic rationals so to speak–

During this, emotions and physicality are united– So emotions become as substantial as any other form; its just we ourselves did not have the ability to reflect that sense dynamic field into our symbolic structures–“

For me; at a certain point “impossible” things will happen as a collective experience; these impossible things will burn away any explanation that doesn’t make sense of them– So you see, these impossible things will be precise points of manifestation, that burn away our ability to rely on current explanations–

Now there are two things to this– There are still some “natural laws” to this event; and that is

  1. Lasting change has to be established by all involved; that is, though through magick we can perform miracles so to speak, in order to craft our land; we cannot rely on these to be the ground, rather they make clear that which is worth making ground for us–
  2. The “natural laws” that govern the land in which we establish a foundation upon; can be changed– These are changed through stories that “reach up to these laws” and create an understandable way for the land to relate to the change– You see, so in order to change the natural laws of the land; you must play out an epic story in where these laws are changed, and everyone must know this story to some degree to understand why things are the way they are– (this is the idea of the kingdom in demonstration, where we understand the nature of our physical existence through the others that play out the roles in giving it shape)–

On Golden Leaves

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One of the methods I use for “pointing out”, is the tree in a field exercise–

First I tell the person to imagine two trees in a large field they have never seen before– When they have done this; I ask them to zoom in on a blade of grass, and ask them to zoom in on a leaf of a tree– If I do not feel any other place worth pointing out, I then proceed to point out about the nature of this experience–

I begin to discuss what I consciously told them to imagine, and then I call upon them to observe the details that just emerged with it– These are the fairy realms I would say; the hidden rules which coincide with our conscious imagination; there are the things we imagine, and then there are the things we unconsciously imagine in what we consciously imagined–

This idea; leads us to begin looking into the peripheral of the consciously imagined, to see the forces that come in and give shape to that focus–

So now; I have talked about my heavenly abode and perfect dream; which are etched with a brilliant gold leaf–

What is this Gold leaf?

Now, I tell you to imagine something different in this practice– I want you to imagine your greatest dream.. That image which sparks your hearts delight– Hold that image, gaze into it, and recognize the same as above, notice how much goes into that image to create that singular focus which holds that glory–

The golden leaf, is that exact point in the image where the light is revealed; all else, is but the shadow of the light–

That is to say– The light that the image holds is formless, and yet; we must hold onto these precious forms that allow us to glimpse it– When we clear out the image so that only that “Exact form” that holds up the light is clear; we create a golden template, or gold framed expression from the branches of our nature, which allow the leaves to carry the wind into a higher quality image– A focus that continually falls in upon itself–

Compassion

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Just to say, my idea of compassion is the direct witnessing of how we are all connected– It is not a matter of putting others first, or putting yourself first; this is the kind of compassion that cannot see, or blind compassion–
However this direct knowing of each other as part of yourself; can come into a million different ways of reflecting the situation, which is the art of the wisdom itself–

There is that which we “know” and then that dance of how we make conscious that knowing in our reflections; which is the wisdom of the compassion itself– So, if one of true compassion, appears to be thinking of others, or appears to be thinking of themselves; it is just the manner of how the wind came across the chimes, to express that compassion in the dynamic of the formless moment–

The “philosophy” expressed of a realized person; is just a shimmer of the realization– The wisdom is in the living aspect of this philosophy, that the philosophy is not one way of thinking that allows us to interact with the world; but that it is a living being who reflect their heart into the conditions using the true philosophy of the moment; which is a knowing of their own heart in the momentary conditions–

You know; the person who is lost in the currents will get lost in the definition of reality that one is presenting to them; then they will lose themselves in the argument; they will say that reality is like this and like that and what not; and miss the heart of the being that is there–

But if you really see the heart of the being; their definitions of reality do not matter in the same way, they are not trying to express nature; nature is already expressed; they are trying to express their heart in the conditions of that nature-