On the arising illnesses of the body emergent upon transformation–

Note: when we have really done well in making our subtle bodies known to us– Normal things become quite vivified– And by this, I mean; our own normal bodily functions suddenly become weird and out of the ordinary– the way we are focusing on them at this point; is not deeply associated to the angle we use to look upon them, in fact its so subtle we might not even notice we are looking at these things differently–

This brings in something like a… release of toxins, in the sense that the horrifying suggestions leap to us from the shadows of our current realm of explanation for bodily things– (Exhausting the potentials recognized in our paradigm)–

For me; this is my stomach; my stomach is behaving weirdly, but its not, its really behaving the way its behaved my whole life; and yet, it plagues me with certain fears that arise that still exist within me from the human perspective–

And that is in a sense what is being dealt with here; a shifting the narrative of the explanation of the bodily vehicle, and the loose ends of the horizon that come into it–

Normal things will be seen differently; however, this seems to be accompanied by a shift in the whole cycle, that is, your body is changing, your body is going through a change, and as we identify that change in mundane patterns, we are unable to recognize the bodily functions in the same way, and this easily elicits fear or worst case scenarios that exist on the very edges of our ability to understand what our body is to be healthy so to speak– But as this occurs, we see the true underlying currents of our bodily experience between each given projection–