unsloppin it--

but all sloppy like--

Abode of the heart.

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So there is this opening of the heart right.. when the image becomes so clear, that you can let go of all other explanation except the moment as it appears– You know it is like an outer blossom.. The image becomes clear, it now becomes context enough to step into–

What do we step into? We step into something very similar to our own being as we have known it– That is a certain part of the sense/form identity stays intact– Only everything we have known is now able to relate to itself differently–

What happens here?
We consciously change our sense of dependency– We step by step, take these final parts of us; and without annihilating them, we lead to a new sense of being–

The things we find here, are eternal things.. Eternal objects, they are not; temporal; but they are experienced in form in a temporal way–

Each step into this eternal habitat; moves the way we focus on these objects, what these objects mean, and what gives form to these objects– Each step gives us a choice; which is the gift of seeing what is us more clearly in that which is also not us; that which is that dance between us– A new identity is given to you; one that makes use of the old identity in a full manner, that says all the life you lived, is precious life.

So, a sphere opens up to its boiling center, where we learn the true ground of our being; which is not in any “thing” in it of itself– As we find this true ground; we reach a new solid state, a new dependency in the wilds of the movement; one that increasingly makes sense to the heart of our being–

This is a home base; a place where we absolutely know our heart; and can depend on what we imagine it to be… That is, all things that can happen to you; fall into the clarity of it– But we can also, venture from this space; to where our heart is unknown, to where we do not know how we truly feel and bring what we desire of it, back into the heart. These feelings are of permanence..

On Golden Leaves

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One of the methods I use for “pointing out”, is the tree in a field exercise–

First I tell the person to imagine two trees in a large field they have never seen before– When they have done this; I ask them to zoom in on a blade of grass, and ask them to zoom in on a leaf of a tree– If I do not feel any other place worth pointing out, I then proceed to point out about the nature of this experience–

I begin to discuss what I consciously told them to imagine, and then I call upon them to observe the details that just emerged with it– These are the fairy realms I would say; the hidden rules which coincide with our conscious imagination; there are the things we imagine, and then there are the things we unconsciously imagine in what we consciously imagined–

This idea; leads us to begin looking into the peripheral of the consciously imagined, to see the forces that come in and give shape to that focus–

So now; I have talked about my heavenly abode and perfect dream; which are etched with a brilliant gold leaf–

What is this Gold leaf?

Now, I tell you to imagine something different in this practice– I want you to imagine your greatest dream.. That image which sparks your hearts delight– Hold that image, gaze into it, and recognize the same as above, notice how much goes into that image to create that singular focus which holds that glory–

The golden leaf, is that exact point in the image where the light is revealed; all else, is but the shadow of the light–

That is to say– The light that the image holds is formless, and yet; we must hold onto these precious forms that allow us to glimpse it– When we clear out the image so that only that “Exact form” that holds up the light is clear; we create a golden template, or gold framed expression from the branches of our nature, which allow the leaves to carry the wind into a higher quality image– A focus that continually falls in upon itself–

Deeper on the interaction of self–

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The ultimate weakness of violence is that it is a descending spiral begetting the very thing it seeks to destroy, instead of diminishing evil, it multiplies it. Through violence you may murder the liar, but you cannot murder the lie, nor establish the truth. Through violence you may murder the hater, but you do not murder hate. In fact, violence merely increases hate.

Returning violence for violence multiplies violence, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that.”

~ Martin Luther King Jr.
{Where Do We Go from Here: Chaos or Community?. p. 67.}

Perhaps this is just the rationalization of understanding geometric shapes that exist in greater dimensions passing through our sliver of reality— Causing a linear experience of a non-linear issue, that ultimately causes the struggle to appear one way, and causes all those who struggle with it, to self propagate the placement of the shapes as they move in and out of our sliver; by allowing it even greater clarity and definition in the manner it has been manifesting— If these shapes must pass through our reality, and must be increasingly defined; then the manner of transmutation is by accepting the shape as it passes through and allowing it to come in a greater quality formation then the manner it appeared to before.. but perhaps this cannot be done until enough definition is manifested in order to be transmuted and dealt with— Giving the rational expression of root issues emerging from it, allowing us to rotate the shape as it passes through, and find a new pathway within the linear reality and the shifting of the sands of time—

“Fuck Hate” – As a Lover of Peace, you must make Friendship with Hate.
(Is not that what Peace would want from us? 🙂 )

Understand it, and realize it stems from everything (every scenario) 🙂

The transmutation of hate and voilence, is in the manner of placing it within our own desires— Many of these occurences; is a confused issue— In that, some people desire voilence and hate; but that they must rationalize it in this world in order to have it— Then there are others who do not desire war or such, but find it as necessity in the means to an end— With these two vital points, though there are more— It distorts the intentions, which obscures the choices; causing a disharmony in arranged experience— When the intentions are aligned with all their actions, then a clarity and harmonic existence can emerge— Peace can contain all these things, but that peace requires a quality of order, that allows one to rhyme with it in their own higher quality experience—

In this, we can place that the higher frequency is the amount of choices that are aligned with our soul intention, which may not be a conscious thing— But that it can be compared to, how many of our choices actually reflect the goal trying to be obtained— If you are attempting to have war in order to find less voilence, this is not as a high of a reflection as finding non-voilence through non-voilent means— The quality of expression is higher, even though both may find their goal met, the sustainability, the quality, the form is different—

Closer to the personal self; if one has a specific message they want to convey, then every word they choose that is relevant to that message; makes the message clearer; but every time they stray from the tended goal, they create an obscurity within that quality— I am not saying the issues are as simple as this, but that it allows us to understand the idea a bit more clearly—

Also in that, the higher frequency places you in a geometric relationship that does not distort your expression— In this sense, every emotion, every choice, every part of your being becomes increasingly aligned with your own spirit; but that, to find yourself in these shapes, in these positions that better reflect yourself into reality.. that others must find their place as well.. making this a collective movement rather than simply ones own movement, which can find itself in the right spots at the right time.. creating moments of high frequency existence, but unable to sustain it— Giving the appearence of lessons to be learned—