Archives for 2021

The rainbow body; or even, the truth it could be said– Is that we already know it– Its already in the peripheral of your focus– We all know it, we all know it; we all know it– It is simply how we know it; how we know it to focus on it– It is in our feeling– It is there, ready to blossom; is blossoming; you play out the blossom–

Its there; in the dungeons of your experience– Its there in the whole of your mind! In the whole of your sense; in the whole of your senses, between the senses as we have learned to measure them– Between the stories as we have heard them! But in, so directly in, the story we know– In the reading of my words; hear me.. echo upon your being– This is the story, right here– And when this story clicks, all parts of you will be seen; so that all of you can hear what there is really to be said and clearly know how every part of you that has ever lived is involved in the response–

It is about how we are able to focus on each other; which allows for the realm of things to be altered– It is how, I will allow you to bring your focus onto me; so that the relationship between us can change, that the natural equilibrium between us can shift the general consequences of our interaction.. And in so, more permanently change the flow of not only how things land in our own doing, but in the nature of the physics supporting it; in the land of probability and possibility–

Each person’s story has a consequence on our existence; for each person story rides on our own; and our own upon it– The substance, merely the reduction of this fact into pure form which allows for the qualities of our being to exist and can be known between us.. To allow our stories to intersect; to know each other, to be conscious of each other, in the light of the circumstance of which they actually exist– The form, made completely true– The form made, so utterly dependable and knowable; that it is the ground of meaning–

There is this very specific line being made clear– This line between real and unreal– And it has to deal with the structure of my comprehension of reality, the different structures I am using to maintain a conscious focus which generate different projections at different levels–

That is to say, There is a part of me; who grew up here, and is grounded here, simply because no where else has been known– They are very loose, but since they have never been “broken” they exist as a factor in my projections–

Which means; even though, I am on the verge of a total transformation; getting close and closer to linking every level into the simultaneous focus; this last level of myself which is the last part to be informed; which is the part that needs to be informed which projects all doubt– I am still.. seriously contemplating getting a drone–

Okay, just above me sits this glorious picture of heaven; and that image is becoming so revealing that it is truly a part of my total experience in every moment– And yet, I am here contemplating getting a drone; and worrying that I might do something stupid and getting a huge fine–

Like there is still this linear projection that shoots forward without being able to take into account a change in trajectory– Its like, I am being prepared to take a left! everything around me is working to move me towards the left! but a primary center of mine is still operating as if I am going to go straight–

Buuuut– As I project straight! and I can see that there is this left; there is this.. “fanned out” spectrum of contrast in thought– That is, I can clearly see; when I am thinking straight, vs when I am thinking left; its striking enough to create space between the two modes of projection– Whiiich reveals the underlying structures of each in relation to each other–

Okay; if you could follow me here– This final ring of projection I am on– Is like projecting straight, left, and right; simultaneously–

All three of these hold truths about my inner being reflected in my outer being– However, the way in which I am projecting them is illusive in the appearance of the choice– That is, because it appears that I have a choice; I get multiple directions of projections– Which creates a diminished awareness of what I truly hold in focus– Which is what will happen–

So, we have to merge these three possibilities; into the one that will actually occur– The data of what will actually occur is in there; however it is all mixed up in our form identity– That is to say, by projecting each one; I have used the source material of what is actually occuring, however; the way I have stretched it over the occurrence, diminishes my ability to see what is occuring; because i have created multiple occurrences where there are none– that is to say; our choice is not an illusion, but that we could make any other choice than the one we do; is. and as such, we lose our ability to focus in the astral realms we produce by creating the chance identity–(edited)

So, to discuss this final ring I am on– There is no more content to generate in the astral realms; I have been producing all probable universes required to explain my situation; to reveal to me the underlying patterns of my own thinking– It reaches out, to a final structure; that cannot be revealed as an image except between all final projected images– That is, each projected image; because so clear; the shimmer is able to unite with the clarity of the other projections; and thus allow them to consciously inform each other; creating, in a sense a real time data matrix of all current stimuli–

Through the real time data matrix; a representation of the heart beat of all stimuli at once as it represents itself in the sensual awareness– Can we, perform a transmutation of that data into something that represents the data itself into an interactive medium–

To interact with this medium; is to change the way the medium suggests and presents itself; making each interaction with this object, meaningful–

Thus, to truly form the image of the data matrix; we must also represent the consequences of interacting with it– that is, we create a symbolic garment; which then allows us to consciously hold in focus the consequences of our relationship to it–

Without this symbolic expression of relations involved; without this.. intuitive interface of navigating this sense of being; we would find, ourselves very confused about the consequences of each interaction; causing us to have to map it out, and reflect the object identity different–

The last sentiment I wrote above this; is an expression of our fall to knowledge– That is, this object stands before us; but because we do not see clearly how it relates to us; we come into this issue of knowledge, or broken focus; which creates the compartmentalized understandings; which create the fractured personality which projects limited possibilities through our inability to see what we were ultimately born to choose–(edited)

(our possibilities become limited by virtue of how many possibilities we think there are)–

” each hand held out offers a kind of fruition–“

In the land of my consort; where she is many, she holds out many hands as many different individuals– Depending on who’s hand I choose, do I choose a personality of consequence as I choose to move through that hands course; and in so reveal an aspect of my own personality that is only revealed when it carried by that hand such that I held–

So I choose a hand, and that hand; walks me by the other hands that I can also choose; but she shapes how I see those other hands; she shows me how I feel about these other hands to choose them, and through her hand, do I find the next hand to be held– And through that hand the next–

However, the way she shapes the viewing of these hands; the way she shapes the way I come across those hands; expands into who she is to be a hand; she shows me herself in the way her hand carries me across a land of hands; and in that hand, do I become more defined, in her palm like water do I take shape, and see who I am to ripple across it; and in that ripple do I see the warmth that I need in the other palms–