Archives for 2021

2 things about the coming times–

1. There will be a convergence of slacking and productivity– Released from the bondage of suffering; will a new long term scope arise, one that extrudes what we think of productivity.. And we will be able to see space between the steps taken to enjoy the journey–

That is to say; the new goals of being will be of such long term nature; that they are more of a guiding light than an immediate doing– Everything will be done, allowing you to choose how you go along in getting it done–

At the same time; you will be stripped of your suffering, or the intensity of what it was– What I mean by this, is all your pain and suffering will be recontextualized via this long term scope, in which all that pain now seems so small to you, and almost petty for having acted the way you had–

This will also be a shock to society, in terms of everything they have done in the name of ending suffering; to be really a dance in extruding the suffering itself; this is in a sense integrating our original sin; all your anger that you believed was righteous shall perish, the righteous disgust you held will become your new disgust– You will be vulnerable to the fact that you had it all wrong; society will both be vulnerable in its shattered mirror, and yet comforted by facing this together–

2. That which does this, will also transcend and engulf our memories– It will appear as if this image is emerging from us in some ways; and in other ways we will feel as if we extend from this image–

That is to say, your memories will be held in the hands of being and made whole with it–

This is important to the first subject; in the sense that.. Your memories will be made to feel small; leaping into the greatness of it all– Who you were here, will both be of vital importance into all you are going; as well as, a shadow of it all veiling your true potential–

As the memories begin to extend vividly into reality, the psychotic reality will begin to emerge–(edited)

Balancing the elements on a higher level–

To bring this idea down; let us discuss a hot dog vendor at a stadium–

You get out of the car in the parking lot; you can smell the hot dogs– You reach the entrance, the smell of the hot dogs has become stronger, however; now it is shaped and bent, skewed by the various people and different degree’s of general B.O. You make it past, suddenly, the smell becomes stronger to the right of you– You become entranced; you close your eyes and follow the smell.. You can tell when each person is in your way; you can tell when the smell of hot dogs become skewed, and you can tell the shape of the obstacle by virtue of the change in the smell of hot dogs– You are like a bat pulsating in the dark listening for its own reverberations to make clear the shape of the landscape before you–

On some level, we do this intellectually; we look at a point, and from that point echo’s out all the structures that we are familiar with within that point, and it echos out our familiarity in our symbolic reflections–

So; when we balance out the elements on a higher level; we make clear a point in our heart, that echos along side the physical expressions of the tangible medium– That is, when all the elements are balanced, so that we are holding focus on a point between them all in their harmonic interaction, that boom; suddenly whatever we look at, is illuminated by the nature of how it skews– The purity of what we know, expresses itself in the hidden direction of its obscurity–

The light behind everything, becomes clear as a passage through the darkness that reaches us–

So, like the smell of a hot dog vendor in a stadium; or like the bat using Echolocation; balancing the elements is about the ability to see what is purely between all elements involved; to see the hidden directions in their emerging differences–

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Once we narrow in on a certain feeling; This, unavoidable aspect of our self.. Once we have accepted it, we can begin, to rotate around it.. Finding other ways this aspect of our self can fit into our most beautiful image– It becomes a pivotal point of rotation, a wound, a fountain– It is an aspect of ourselves that, does have its own rules; its own medium by which we must play.. however that very medium given, gives you your sense of self–

When obscured; it is the rules by which you land your focus, it is the way you think, it is the movement of your intellect; obscured by the many things you identify with, and as long as you base yourself on these, you will find a continual stream of “information”–

Evil; is our pivotal point of navigation– we cannot help but, in some way project it, or navigate without some sense of it in the air; it straightens our being, it causes the need for balance.. it is the way, but ode to how aware of the way we can be?

If we realize the collective image; then we realize a heavenly image, that is beyond our grasp, but can be known in the feeling of it– The collective image is reduced to a pure substance; but this substance is so trans-formative, or so beyond what we have considered as substance, we mistakenly believe we have entered spirit; so to speak–

If; we realize the personal, divine paradise– That is, our ego extended– The feelings we have to work with, on this level of being.. Are horrific– It is not that beauty cannot be found here; but that, our own ability to conceive of it will be turned into our tainted visions– We, will be unable, to reflect the spirit of ourselves; without reaching into, the most personally horrifying reflection which lead us on the most horrifying journey of ourselves– There is however.. if we look; deep enough within it.. enough beauty to light the way–

We must find, in these horrifying images that which we are looking for that would cause it to arise– And that is not in the image itself, it is a feeling; but the only way we navigate that feeling, is by the rules of the image we have that allows us to recognize that feeling and find within that feeling, the image that clarifies our desire to feel it–

We are in some ways; lucky enough to navigate long strands of our self, to look for the healing image as its counter part– To see the image that horrifies you, and to find the image that would soothe that horror–

If your horror is being alone, and your image is stuck in a hole with no one around– Then, the counterpart would be you with a dear dear friend or surrounded with friends who have gotten you out of that hole– The images must connect; we must see what is between them; we must play with what is between them; we must realize their true location; grounded not so much in our reality, but in the astral by the rules of the image we know them by–

The rules implied by the image we hold itself; the way the image itself, illuminates our ability to navigate it, or illuminates the reality we believe of it, to see around that image–

To be able to narrow in, on the exact feeling we are having an issue with; the exact reason we believe we have an issue with it– that exact feeling that has been only known in its ties to the other feelings it has known itself as a part of–