Archives for February 2021

Interesting how I am integrating the collective at this point– So, I have discussed symbolism as the trespassing of gods anus– This primarily refers to, representing abstract ideas; representing things that are not physically objectified so to speak–

More importantly; it represents, trying to represent god; within god itself– This creates shit– Which essentially means the whole of politics, and every single leader in every situation is basically attempting to re-represent god within the conditions thus becoming the shit–

And apparently this is how I will integrate the current circumstances of social dynamics; as a bunch of shit– This.. is quite literal in a manner of speaking; that is, how I feel about my own shit and the current politics is one in the same– I have to deal with it, keep an eye on it, but I don’t necessarily need to give it my full attention beyond the process of dealing with its existence–

This is hard to express; but literally the physical act going #2, will hold the same qualities as the world of politics today and all ideologies that they encompass–

Its basically important; in order to start a new digestive cycle, in which better nutrients lead to better shits–

Lolol; I know it sounds ridiculous; but on the higher level, there is no body unless we can define how that body and its processes relate to everyone else–

Okay, on the higher planes, so to speak; every fucking thought I could tell you about things.. like consciousness, awareness; every single lineage of thought hippidy blah goes bye bye k– Its not that the things we have called such goes away, but that our very idea of them.. manipulates how we can work with everything else– To base yourself on these things, is to base yourself in the limitation so to speak–

So this other place in the twilight of myself; I know another way– It dissolves how we think of all this, which does not annihilate all this; but vivifies it– Allows us to hold things in a greater focus–

Awareness does not go away.. but we do not need to base ourselves on that as an idea– and so, the things we have partaken in, do not necessarily go away, we just do not base ourselves in them– We do not need to base ourselves on them, if they are always true–

So what the hell are we aligning to on this planet? We are aligning in a sense, to our cosmic shell– That is, the highest peak state that can be represented in the current limitations of our arrangement–

What I mean is, every lineage is reaching its peak expression in the collective– Their ripples have all converged; and we are witnessing the “chemical interaction of the atomic movements”, the cross between them– But there is a peak, of THAT expression; in which the the entire “molecular” structure resolves itself into a new state–

When we reach the peak of THAT; The “mental state” I have described above can be brought into the physical state– We sort of, break out of the shell– A nucleus is formed; and a resonating self ordering harmony arises– This can also be likened to the ringing of a bell–

From the physical level, to the spiritual level; we are always trying to describe this process in some form– Everything you do, say, think or what not; is all this underlying nature– Then there are the various form this nature gives rise to based on how we try to describe it!

Note: when we have really done well in making our subtle bodies known to us– Normal things become quite vivified– And by this, I mean; our own normal bodily functions suddenly become weird and out of the ordinary– the way we are focusing on them at this point; is not deeply associated to the angle we use to look upon them, in fact its so subtle we might not even notice we are looking at these things differently–

This brings in something like a… release of toxins, in the sense that the horrifying suggestions leap to us from the shadows of our current realm of explanation for bodily things– (Exhausting the potentials recognized in our paradigm)–

For me; this is my stomach; my stomach is behaving weirdly, but its not, its really behaving the way its behaved my whole life; and yet, it plagues me with certain fears that arise that still exist within me from the human perspective–

And that is in a sense what is being dealt with here; a shifting the narrative of the explanation of the bodily vehicle, and the loose ends of the horizon that come into it–

Normal things will be seen differently; however, this seems to be accompanied by a shift in the whole cycle, that is, your body is changing, your body is going through a change, and as we identify that change in mundane patterns, we are unable to recognize the bodily functions in the same way, and this easily elicits fear or worst case scenarios that exist on the very edges of our ability to understand what our body is to be healthy so to speak– But as this occurs, we see the true underlying currents of our bodily experience between each given projection–