Archives for February 2021

One of the most recent sort of lineage realizations I had was of the art in Sistine Chapel– The Sistine chapel, basically represents all that is needed to be comprehended within yourself; to even be able to like make contact with god in conscious comprehension–

Basically it represents the very basic structure of physical reality that underlies our heart– Or it is, the level of structure needed to be comprehended in order to even begin to see the heart–

It is just a reaching out point– It is the structure that can catch the wind of all things–

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This isn’t insight I gained from the painting– It is insight I have gained in the image of myself that made the painting clear– That is, if that painting didn’t exist; I could not compare what I have done within myself to anything extended into the physical plane–

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So you see; when I was interacting with these mythologies, I was not quite working with the image– I was working with the image of myself, extended into these things; which animated these things according to my spirit– I played out each creation; and when I played out the creation, I realized clearly what each distinct mythology was pointing to within myself–

This is what I mean by a living hyper-sigil so to speak– When I understand how all these things relate to me, I move differently according to how I relate to it– It is a bit like the cobra following the flute; only in a dance where the cobra is suddenly moving you; and then back to you moving the cobra– drawing this out into the formation of things; drawing this out into the symbolism of shapes and how they relate–Like a central echo reverberating into the shimmer of the texture of surface, and unto the depths of all matters–

To bring your whole life into the view as a single moment– To see the thousands of conversation going on within it–

Time is speech; It speaks to you, it speaks to who you are– I mean this, beyond the 4D concept of time; but from the cyclical motions, to the non-cyclical–

To see your life, as a single and coherent message spoken at once! to bring it all in, to see the great word! To freeze it all into the greater sentence– To crystallize your life, shine a light through it, and bring in the greater view implied by the word of yourself–

To see how each conversation bends into shape; turning into its meaningful implication– To see how the drop of your life into all things, can reflect all things into it–

To bring the greater substance into the soul of your experience!

It speaks from all ways at once! What you think to yourself right now, you have this thought that is relevant to you.. But it is more relevant to you than you believe, every single thought; is more relevant to you, than you can see– Because it speaks to your future self; It tells your future self who you are.. You are not just speaking to you now, but you are speaking to yourself always–

How can I emphasize this; every thought is so relevant.. Something greater is being spoken to you, right now; through me, through my words; and in your own thoughts, in your own ways– It echos through me, and dances into you; And dances through you and echos into me! And we are speaking to each other now, and we are speaking to each others past, and we are speaking to each others future!

Everything here, now; is speaking to you– A great fucking voice– Bending itself into the countless conversations within ourselves–

And when you hear that voice more greatly, your life is but a moment! It pulls all of you together, you see all of yourself at once; And you will see an entirely different message– An entirely different truth being spoken; THAT YOU COULD NEVER HEAR WITHOUT SAYING IT!!

The middle represents your experience and torrent of emotions– The lines extending to the circumference represent the available movements of rationality– The diamond studded circumference represents the fixed stars, or those pure patterns of movement that can recognized in all mechanical operations–

When we clear all of these, to the most fundamental expressions of recognizable patterns; which reduce out to different edges of the sphere– we come up with a set of operations that allow us to re-imagine the middle–

When we come across the outer circumference, when we have made clear to ourselves the basic textures of our life that we as a soul can recognize, we can then navigate the textures differently back into the middle which experiences these textures in their cosmic arrangement–

The fixed stars create a bounded expression; through which we have known collectively as fear– That is the arrangement of the fixed stars, declares the movement of fear within us; and thus, in order to bring the fixed stars into the conscious middle; a certain dimension of fear must be made clear in the rationality that leaps to its fixed properties–

That is to say; To turn emotion into an objective identity, we must create an object of fear– Create a dimension in which fear can be objectified; And use that object to propel us into the inversion of itself– A clear direction in a greater scheme of things, that we ourselves are not familiar enough to know as a direction–