Archives for January 2021

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That is in a sense a forbidden center– You know, in order to appease the forces you are working with; you would have to build to these different centers– You know think of each ritual as a building to a specific relation with all things; which allows you to see how that building flows out of itself–

We naturally reach these centers through out our life; you know even if we don’t build to them, they are still the governing forces– So, on one level we can think of it as an astrological influence– But these astrological influences can also be considered like gateways in which we can build ourselves into greater clarity of–

So in some sense that way I talk about it is, forbidden; in the sense that, not everyone is in a position to see the clarity without having some sort of structure to bring awareness to the clarity–
A little bit about my own path is something of the sirens call–

Yes well the siren is like a metaphor; you can see its possibility; you can very much see the call of what I speak of; but we cannot see the rocky shore it leads us to–

“According to the Greek Neoplatonist philosopher Proclus, Plato said there were three kinds of sirens: the celestial, the generative, and the purificatory / cathartic. The first were under the government of Zeus, the second under that of Poseidon, and the third of Hades. When the soul is in heaven the sirens seek, by harmonic motion, to unite it to the divine life of the celestial host; and when in Hades, to conform the soul to eternal infernal regimen; but when on earth their only job to “produce generation, of which the sea is emblematic””

Have you ever seen the show wilfred?
Basic premise is that there are two dog gods–
One leads to fortune, the other leads to misfortune
But the nature of them; is that you cannot really distinguish which one is visiting you until the results–

Now my sirens; are very interesting, because; they show me the rocky shore; they do everything in their power to help me see, that I shall hear their song unharmed– But at the same time, like how do I know until I get to the shore?

I am just saying, I am looking at a light so dangerous; that I can only call it forbidden– I am a fool to look at this light; lol– But this same thing, I see clearly reflected into everyone’s situation; why such is forbidden to others, and the purposes it serves–

A slightly bit different–

There is a universal call right? And each of us are hearing that call uniquely– There is a peak message to this call; that if you are in the right position for, will come in so clear you will navigate the rocky waters– If you do not hear the call clearly (that is you get a twisted peak) you meet upon rocky shores and an ill fate– You know, you should resist the temptation; because even though you can see some of it clearly, you should pay heed to all that you can realize you do not–

Hoooowever– Because there is a “peak” a true “peak” or a true message that one will receive clearly and righteously; there is also a fractal recurrence or reflection of those who receive a clear call, and make it through their own sense of peril– You know, I am talking about the peak message of all things; but each of us, have that true peak within us (and though it is twisted compared to the main message, it is also untwisted from ones own heart) you know rather then pointing to what is not you to hear the message, it is pointing at what is you to hear the message–

We all have that possibility to navigate the rocky shores of our own bliss– But, you must have the real discernment to know that it is your own bliss–

It is complicated– On every level the situation is different– But the area we are talking about gets closer to that peak of peaks–

Okay just to be clear– Here; us reaching our own personal peak is in great peril– But; once the “peak of peaks” is made clear, then we are all orientated to that personal version of the message in our heart more greatly; because we can see what was being spoken to us, vs what was being spoken through us–

Its almost like Rta spreads into all things from nothing; and then, from all things back in upon itself as something within itself to spread from– It emerges; but since it is itself to emerge, it is unclear; because it is all those things; so there is no point marking that point from which it emerged– But, from all things back upon itself; can it make itself clearer; and suddenly that point is made known–

And each of us, have a personal reflection of this– But we are limited in our reflection of the whole; in the manner the whole limits the reflection–

Its more precisely the inability to reflect qualities in certain forms–
Your heart is unique; you can experience an entire range of endless infinite varieties of formations– And yet, there are formations that you yourself cannot reach; they are not in your heart to do so– You know, no matter how you extrude yourself, if you try to uphold that particular arrangement; you shall perish and your order will perish–

It is the same idea we play with; with the ego– If our ego truly matched up with our abilities; then regardless of the situation, who we say we are, is undeniable or is justified– But the moment our reflection of our self, is unable to reflect what we have really been; or what we have really been is unable to uphold the egoic reflection; then suddenly the quality is diminished, things become skewed, and dependencies crumble–

It is related to that which you speak of; that is a part of it; but it is also that which you speak of as it comes reflected into definite manifestation–

If your heart is not truly in it; you will be unable to sustain the flow–

Now the trickiest part; is that our heart is already coming from a cosmic point of view; from a cosmic context– It is our translation of that heart into the mind; we have a real issue with so to speak– Its how that heart becomes represented; that governs if that way can further express our heart in its possibilities–

This is the oil in the lamp so to speak; if the quality of your oil is not pure enough; then it will extinguish itself no matter what cavern you used it to reach into so to speak–

The more and more you know your heart; who you are becomes a tyranny upon yourself BECAUSE YOU ARE THAT– And yet, and yet; this is also the liberation of that self; in the sense that, nothing will be in your way for you to be that; you can be yourself as much as you want to be it– lol
It is like I say; you are not free if there are a thousand choices before you and not a single one are one you would choose in your heart– And if the choice you would truly make in your heart is among those thousand choices, then the sense of choice was always an illusion, because what fool would make another choice? lol

Not quite
at least not embodiment as I speak of it
Embodiment as i speak about it; has never really been here before, and yet at the same time has always been here–
So; on the subject of nirvana itself and how I have come to relate to it; is that, Nirvana is individually realized right? A being, who realized nirvana, and chooses to hold that state; creates a reflection of the fact that something is consciously holding that state–

What does this do? It means that anyone who builds themselves into a certain angle of reality; will begin to reflect their light– This is the state, or sensation of unconditional love– The more beings that realized this state of nirvana, the more that consciously hold this reflection into manifestation; the more people are able to anchor those energies into creation, and the more people find those energies accessible to their own embodiment–
This also relates to the idea of pure lands–
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There is no, this is it kind of thing; that is part of the issue; there is no embodiment for us to say this is it; to begin saying what anything else is clearly so to speak–

in what order were the five elements created?

The book Practical Elemental Magick makes mention that it was Aether, Air, Water, Earth, and Fire. Meanwhile, Jewish Mysticism goes Aether, Fire, Water, Air, and Earth.

“When we reach the higher spheres of insight; we do use a specific order, to ground our ritual into manifestation– That is, we anchor to a specific arrangement and blossom in the consequences of anchoring or grounding ourselves into reality–

However; they exist simultaneously– Each way it can be looked at comes into a truth about our nature and comes into a shape about the circumstances of our being–

So there is a simultaneous non-linear emergence, that we ground into a linear experience which must understand something as coming “First” and something coming in “last” but this is not the case, only our ability to reflect so much in at a time and to realize the implications of that order of existence–“

Guardian angels in other systems

In Thelema it takes a long ass time to reach a point where you can talk to your guardian angel or higher self.

In the modern age where every other person is giving out tarot readings and rituals and guides to do witchcraft are just posted on tik tok though a lot of occultists describe talking to your guardian angel as an easy process that can take a few days or even a few hours or minutes.

Do you think those people are wrong/misidentifying entities or do you think that thelema is just a slow system?

To understand this; you must understand certain ideas like inner and outer courts; or inner circles– Concentric circles of revelation–

Okay; when a magician meets their HGA; it is not a solo experience, it effects the whole world– Much like when a brilliant new idea arises, does the entire field around them become effected– That is, the HGA could be slightly compared to any field of academia, tech, or the like– A person reaches a new sphere of insight, and with that emerges a symbol set to reflect that insight; and as that symbol set propagates the order, it reflects in its own energy into the circumstance around it– Everyone’s standing around, and you suddenly think of chairs! boom you change not only the environment, but the shape in which all future revelation will emerge–

So; there is a propagation of a symbol set that begins in the esoteric gnosis of experiential insight; and then the exoteric lessons that are explored in various depths and angles as it moves away from its point of realization–

What we could consider this to be; is a virtual tilling of the soil in which insight can arise; that is, we are propagating symbol sets; that hold a higher vibration in focus, and allows those in shallow waters to better bathe and find themselves familiar with the currents and to integrate those currents into the society around them–

It is at this point where; we must begin to distinguish the form of individual realization; in collective realization– The form of collective realization mirrors what is going on in an individuals realization, however the form it is experienced is different– So, society has been, as we been going along, cocooning itself into a set of symbols, and inside our sets of symbols have we been exponentially changing the rate at which the symbols within can interchange creating a transmutable liquid that has been iconized via 2020 and its events–

Basically; individuals are plugged into varying levels of grounded realization; and preparing society for a new order, by preparing themselves for a new order– And by doing this, we are in a sense, holding a yoga pose in our collective self that aims to meet its collective HGA–
December 31, 2020