Golden threads of a polished vein.


The heart blossoms, in such a manner.. that such there is a rod, or restriction.. or something.. definite of us that can be found– This, though; while our greatest tyranny, is also what allows it to blossom into incredible liberation, from form and definition– But why so in liberation is there tyranny? it is a matter of how we are tied together, and how this liberation of all has a cosmic heart, from which all hearts blossom, which declare the heart as so? So, the very tyranny of that which it governs us is our love–

We become a fixed self, in an unfixed form– Rather then an unfixed self, fixated on forms–

1. A golden thread– There is a golden thread of conversation going on within us, something that we are always in conversation with, or that we are only conversing with and yet at certain times we more consciously do so– The issue with this conversation, is that it takes form in many ways so that each way may appear as totally different from the other– However, as the golden thread is woven, it is akin to illuminating the circumference of ones qualities into a conscious center–

2. Polished veins– The perfected qualities, do not hold all qualities in perfection– Rather, the ability to see these perfected qualities within all qualities gives us a conscious “map” of ourselves, as we move from our polished projections (or perfected experience) into the unconscious realms of further perfection, which is brought back to the polished veins– This allows us to hold ourselves a sort of “tower” of consciousness, while at the same time like a light growing brighter from the tower, bring all within its view–

The golden thread and polished veins work together in conjuncture by creating a unique point of extremes within all things (that is a unique middle path), by circling a sphere one way, declaring the rest of the sphere in relation to it– However, while the golden thread talks about the qualities that our “highest ideal”, the polished veins are the definition of this golden thread that allows the extremes to unite at any given point and be passed like a gate– That is, the golden thread declares the ends of our recognition, the polished veins allows us to pass through that recognition into a greater realm of possible clarity, by allowing us to deal with those qualities in relation to the vein–

Buddha fields


Okay, so lets say you die; and in this death there is something of an end life review– In a lower degree of consciousness.. This might be a linear play through so to speak, or even just a sort of unconscious knowing of of it all–
But in a greater degree of consciousness; the end life review, shows everything side by side in a non-linear fashion–

That is to say, like all our moments can be played side by side in a linear manner.. there are other movements that can bring this totality of experience into a conscious state (experiencing the totality of your life all at once)– This same type of experience might be hinted at through akashic initiations–

So, at this stage; all our qualities in a certain manner is made clear to us; And if we have cleared these qualities to a great degree.. we can find and create new fields of existence with this “conscious map”–

The movement into a buddha field, is like finding a belly button of experience.. that places you into a physical birth of perception, in the place that not only serves your highest good, but the totality of the fields highest good–
When this occurs in a more conscious manner; It is like consciously being able to see all the life times you can have within that field; however as you get towards this greater good, the qualities you are conscious of become more definite and realized in a certain manner.. this certain manner, provides you with a conscious birth that absolutely assures your awareness that this is the best series of relationships.. in the sense that.. even though in a certain manner, you become ignorant or unconscious of all these different manners that could of been.. you also by being so conscious of the qualities that give form to it stay aware that this experience represents those qualities in the highest formation possible in this field–

The highest good I speak of, is very different from any of our ideals of what good is; it is not a sense of morality, but a clarity of expression–Those of us though, who are grounding the quality and energy of a certain field however, may have to bring it into this realm in a set of fixed principles or laws in order to begin weaving its nature here more clearly.. however, the rules or ideals themselves as they come presented to us here, are further unconscious qualities yet to be made conscious (increasingly allowing us to move away from a fixed definite of order of relationships in terms of purely objectivity)–



When we move into the extremes of duality; the duality in which our mind operates becomes different in view; or contorted in view.. duality does not go away because we take up an extreme; and so moving to an extreme allows us to see the subtler dualities involved– However, the path behind the path, or the path behind the middle path, is to be able to invert the middle path.. to the two extremes and swallow the hidden dualities of the middle path that do not lay separated by extremes–

Why do I say this? because.. if we are to assume that we do not want to be too hot, or too cold.. we want to be just right; that is fine, however.. in the infinite of comparison; may we always find a greater hot, and greater cold– Which means, what we know as hot and cold can be reconciled into the greater middle.. making a new edge of hot and cold part of the acceptable or higher quality middle– It is not in the manner, or something being too hot or cold for us; but that we do not understand the higher quality experience of these extremes, when we meet them in their contorted expression so that we may see them as an extreme–

The extremes we know our illusions in this sense– So when we talk about liberation or tyranny.. we cannot necessarily talk about them as things; because regardless of the liberation you know or the tyranny you know.. they are but drops in the buckets of knowledge– In this sense, we cannot talk about the ultimate aims as one or the other; but the greater reconciliation possible between them; Not, as a momentary shift and change in transmutation of the qualities.. but almost as a permanent change between them as to relate to them in an entirely different manner that these concepts no longer hold water in the sense of definition–

As we become more lucid in this kind of definition; we must begin to ask ourselves how to truly define ourselves, if the boundaries of our definition, or what we base ourselves on is so incapable of sustaining our identity, how to we base our selves in reality in an enlightened way (that allows our rationality to move with our heart, rather then moving our heart through this rationality)… and this is the greater question– Not what is the ultimate goal as something describable to our comparative minds; but the rightful place of comparison which colors the values of our world–

Not know the law, or master the law; but consciously wake up as a veil of the law–



“But I think, that; there are these psychic boundaries in the mind; but they exist in such a manner, that we cannot draw a line and say here is the end.. Rather it is like a fountain, and we say here is the river.. And here where I am, is where all these rivers meet– Myth like this, gives us psychic boundaries; that are not so limited to say this is it, but this is where it is coming from (intent); and that these rivers may meet in many fashions, but only certain fashions express all the fountains more greatly at once–“

“Sometimes; to bring something forth in front of us in a manner which we can relate– Certain qualities must be perfected.. however, in their perfect projection here, they are contorted or distorted in a certain manner that though they may show certain qualities to us, they veil certain qualities which will later have to be self realized and reconciled–“

“That is to say, when we take a focal point; and we try to understand this focus; often in order to keep understanding things from that same focal point, our understanding must become broken up.. this is what we call knowledge–

That is to say, unless the gross definition reflects the subtle currents that make it up (or that the object reflects the movement of the atoms so to speak) eventually the gross definition will become parted by the subtle forces–

However, if we can come up with a conscious image; that reflects the subtle currents to a greater degree.. the subtle currents will animate the conscious image and bring the unconscious qualities increasingly into that image– Allowing for the conscious and unconscious to unite– “

Between us.


For me, I think the greater secrets lay between us and what could be between us– I do however feel, because our imagination and reality are not truly separate; that our imagination is purposely contorted, so that what we imagine reality is, is not what reality is–

That is, until; our “imagination” is so aligned with the nature of what is already around us always; things are not as we imagine– And I say this, because.. if the very moment things are the way we imagine them to be, then we will be in the moment we imagine.. And this hints that, what will be revealed between us, can only be known through us to be between; and that we cannot imagine what it will be, until it is as we imagined–

We, uphold each other; we make ourselves up, and make up that which makes up ourselves; but what does this mean to us as a breathing awareness? It is, that we are a real existence; not a matter of how real the material, but how real the stories that hold up the rest of reality– They are not, unreal because that which they are based on is untrue; but they are real because we lived through them to uphold their substance–

We uphold each other– Others uphold us–

You can align to so many different manners of being here, but what emerges between us that brings it harmony, recognizable clarity, and a shimmering fountain of meaningful interaction?