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Okay– So, the crown of thorns is your intellect, and the heart is the source of emotion–

As we clear away our intellect (so that we think squared to the paradox); we place the crown upon the heart– What this does is create through the intellect a chamber of emotions, which become a crucible– A cross between the intellect and heart is capable of being created–

Think of the crown sitting upon the top of the heart in the flames– Now imagine, that is you looking down into your heart through your intellect; and now you can look closer at your heart because you have cleared the drudge that kept you from seeing through your logic–

Now imagine that the emotions make the hearts different colors; and the way the light shines upon the crown of thorns creates the shadows we deal with; each one a unique chamber in the labyrinth– the blue heart is navigated on a different structure of logic then the red heart–

This is, purifying the different conscious aspects of yourself; by placing the heart in the crucible and using its heat to shape the logic–

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This creates both a calm and centered sense of exterior in expression; however a raging torrent of volatile interactions arises inside the heart as it transforms the sense of self–

Secondary note: the piercing of the heart as to deal with the “glitch” of creation; that irreconcilable aspect of our realization– The fact that no matter the coherent outlook we create, something goes on unexplained; something happens that cannot be accounted for–

Light circulates by our ability to see all qualities as one–

That is, lets say you have an archetypes of queen and mother– Now, each of these archetypes have qualities that relate to their role specifically, the closer we place them to each other, the more so they can interfere with each other–

What do I mean by this? I mean, the moment the queen and mother become one thing; each of the qualities might diminish the circulation of light that expresses themselves– The queen might be too busy governing to pay enough attention to her child, or her child might be sickly depressed, causing the queen to make rash decisions during war time that weren’t well thought through–

You see, as we unite all things in clarity; the circulation is what allows all things to be expressed within that clarity, where as the inability to circulate causes disturbances between all the qualities involved–

In lack of circulation; the qualities interfere with each other; but when the circulation increases, the qualities lend to each other giving each one more than it is on its own–

Some of this can be pointed out in the very same example– Like, the queen can take care of her son with unrivaled support and the best quality of things, where as her child reminds her of the raw condition of human emotions that exists through out the land she rules and the grace to show compassion for it–

In the holy of holies; where the heart meets its reflection, and where ones own intent is seen in its collective counter part; there stands a flame made of chaos and harmony–

At a later point; when we have refined the qualities of existence into our different counter parts; we recreate this flame in the gross substance of our existence, from the subtle– This, rose red flame; dances within us, upholding the qualities of the other that makes sense of our own unique existence–

That is, fear itself becomes a body that lives within us, and has its own “measurements” within us; its own texture, and its own breath– And as we uncover this fear, and uncover our wound; we re-clothe/reveal it with heaven and its healing– And you find yourself in union with this counterpart in experience– It exists within you, without you, of you, and you of it–

the “other” structure emerges in front of us; as a part of our experience, and though we have clothed it with qualities we have refined; it moves in a manner that is, rather than clear to us; is clarifying to us–