The work


Now I will begin to explain the process of transmutation— Every person has a set of fixed stars, or aspects of their personality that manifests itself at certain points in our attention as an extension of yourself, however often when we identify with the body alone; we understand this personality to be that outward expression, rather than within those events in our attention inward or outward (which will be reconciled as the same when one is at this point—)—

It can be said like this; if you are artist, and you create a painting or art of some sort, the aspects of the painting or product contain your fixed stars at a given point, and the art itself is a culmination of all these aspects in coherent being— That is, there are certain aspects that are between your fixed stars, such as the medium and canvas, and those things that are between you and your creation and yet are still a vital part of it— The qualities and subject matter, and meta subjects within the subject matter are your fixed stars (and yet, it is the shapes between them that are not your fixed stars, but your way through expressing those points in your personality that not fixed in form, but quality and intent)— And then all the fixed stars together culminate into your coherent identity—

When we place pressure upon our attention, we bring these fixed stars closer together; much like an art piece, and like the culmination that might be a painting when reproduced in our very attention rearrange our outlook to create a culminated or perfected personality quality; this is known as the diamond body in some traditions— When our very personality is rearranged in a manner that perfectly expressed our intent and the qualities that those intents manifest in pure geometric and spiritual forms, we manifest our soul into being— If one is a well developed or “greater” soul; this is a bit different and a soul fragment is incarnated on earth, which is the equivalent of one of the fixed stars coming into perfect incarnation, and the greater work becomes to manifest each of these fixed stars in their perfected form into a greater coherent being— This is the angle I speak to you from—

The point of incarnating the soul, or having the soul upon descend upon yourself; one might look up in the sky and see the glimmer of the stone yet to be transmuted framing the incarnated aspect in a brilliant red which shines with the qualities of your own being; which at this point will be represented in forms that are not your own, but collective; making it archetypal— I cannot truly tell you what I saw, except that I incarnated the hero archetype and the gem shimmered with the best I could recall scenes that appeared like the Nintendo game cover of “Last Action Hero”— If you don’t think this world has a sense of humor, wake up—

I say these things just so that you can fully understand this process as best as I can express it—

The incarnation of the light of the soul, must begin casting itself on its shadow aspects— And by this, we must magnetize the diamond body that incarnates it further into our reality, by transmuting the tail of the fixed stars— These tails, are those things between the fixed qualities expressed; in our painting, it is the refinement of shapes, color, choices, into a greater coherent expression— It is the bringing together of those forms in between that are not us, but of us into a greater alignment with who we are—

On the higher level; without breaking it down into great detail; we must be able to pass each quality that expands itself into the four corners of being— That is, there are four archetypal forms in each aspect of each quality that one can be aware of— The alchemist who manages will end up with four forms, each one entirely different and yet containing a transcendent direction between them that brings order to these forms, as well as allows the alchemist to understand the truth of the quality which is not form itself but expresses itself through form— When we can do this, we become much more capable in range of expression; and thus in any situation become much more aware of the choices we can make that better express this quality of intent—

I suppose I should discuss the ramifications of such a thing; it allows us to navigate those gray areas with brilliant color— It allows us to understand good as not a single form or action; but the consequences of the form or action existing in relation to everything else— It allows us to see how our old decisions which were with the same intent, in narrow bandwidth only manifested a certain degree of our spirit— The person who gives a few dollars to a homeless man on the street may express the same intent as someone who has managed to provide food for an entire county; but one man’s degree of spirit was of greater influence— HOWEVER, one must also remember that the degree of influence one may have is because that spirit flows through all and one simply resonates with it in a more perfected fashion, and yet it is all that spirit, like the first man who donated a few bucks to a single man, that ALLOWS the greater expression to come into manifestation—

This however is not always the case, for such things can occur in many forms; and just because a man possesses great spirit and resonation, does not mean it will be apparent by society that he is so supported; and thus we are simply exemplifying one formation that EXPRESSES the quality I am talking about, but is not limited to that form—

For now, that should be enough for the initiate to begin understanding transmutation of self; and the beginning transmutation of matter into a coherent focal point—

Winged Globe


When the alchemist reaches near attainment of the after life, such is the heart weighed against the feather— In this we must clarify that the intellect which sits upon the heart, and attempts to mirror it (be equal in ration) its growth when observed closely grows like the sphere of the heart, covering it in the same nature the growth of feathers upon birds— That is, your heart is weighed against your intellect, and thus your intellect is weighed against the truth of itself, and only by equal ratio can one pass beyond the known mortal realm— Observe the nature of your thoughts, and observe the growth of a feather— And behold the winged globe, only revealed to those whom know the double role of the serpent upon the rod, or the weaved attention upon the self’s own soul weaved around one’s empty nature in an unbroken line—




We, when we understand the nature of honor and worship; are capable of honoring and worshiping everything; but in order to do this we must understand the difference between enlightenment and illumination beyond their narrow spiritual confines and embrace all as spirit; that aspect which animates all other elements— 

It is quite simple, enlightenment is a destructive process— It is to welcome Vietnam vets home with disgust and ill repute; it is to strip away the honor they were promised for fighting for our country, it is to strip them to the very core of their being after being sent into a manifested dark night of the soul; it is to make them realize whom they were to make their choices for regardless of decoration— 

Illumination is the decorated soldier, it is the accomplished man; it is the PhD, it is the generated mark of accomplishment in the invisible land of personal history and trial— It is as simple as a sign post to understand what a person has done and meant in their life in a visible way so that others know how to treat them; the higher quality the mark, the greater the degree of truth it carries, the higher quality the relationship that is honored when it is recognized and respected, though such respect will be carried out by the choice of those whom recognize— 

However, honor is relationship based; as is respect and worship— If you understand what something is to you, and this hold true in every way; than such is a higher quality of worship— You worship the ground by appreciating its ability to be that which you are able to walk upon, this is honoring it for what it is and its relationship to you; but as you move, such appreciation and relationships change and sometimes these go on unrecognized— For when I walk up the stairs to a second story floor, I appreciate the ground in the same way; and yet, I have not recognized what I am truly honoring if I have not realized that this ground has given me more ground; that this ground holds me up higher than other ground— This is something to be appreciated more, and yet; it doesn’t mar the honor of the floor below it; because without that foundation, without the ground I once walked upon holding the ground I walk upon now, such an honor could not arise in view; and thus each are exalted in relation to each other— 

Illumination, highlights those subtle things in life and allows us to honor those things that do not even appear to exist without decoration; The  two walls and ceiling coming into a corner, what corner would be there without such emergence of those things we recognize as what truly exists— You see, certain things can only be decorated; can only be understood through the relationships of other things relating to each other— How is such a thing practical? Well how can I talk to you about abstract ideas without a bunch of words that are not the concept itself, and yet pose the concept by their relationship and ability convey things beyond them merely by decorating a page or screen with some characters, that as far as we honor them have little meaning beyond the relationships we give them? 

Illumination is illustration— Illumination is in decoration! illumination is in labels, is in taking a number things and treating them as a set; or taking a set and treating them as a number of things.. It is in the ability to navigate waters that would otherwise be unchartered without land marks of passage— Illumination is to take a seed and let it become a tree; and a tree to be many seeds and many more trees in the future— Illumination is in a question with an answer that has more questions and even more answers with even more questions— It is the invisible ocean of intelligence, consciousness ,and sense of being— Enlightenment is the clarity of a brilliant light! Illumination is that light into color, and the ability to move to and fro! Enlightenment is self-realization, illumination is the mastery of that self and its expression— 

But more importantly, and more humanly; Enlightenment is the ability to really look at one’s self and see form or another, and illumination is the ability to look at everyone else and see it in a quality that brings life a greater form that can be said is worth living— Not to strive for peace, and miss the mark; but to aim for higher joy and find peace—  


The sacred temples–


There are invisible temples everywhere that have remained hidden from us for a long time, and I will speak to the nature of how and why— When one sufficiently illuminates their own mind, their entire thought structure and mythological out look becomes available to them through the third eye or by envisioning the relationships between all perspectives in their outlook, creating a series of structures that are arranged according to their relationship with the current perspective—

These mental structures have remained hidden for a long time, or very subtle and illusive; because the temple is often built not in spirit of themselves but in understanding the nature of things as they are— This appears to the enlightened person as sort of luminous glow of beauty, but that the structures are so aligned with things as they are, that they are not seen as temples separate or distinct in relation to what is—

The person, whom through divine means erects theirs own cathedral; will begin to see geometric shapes appear through out reality, and the more that their life becomes an expression of their own spirit, rather than an understanding of things as they appear; so too do they erect a structure around themselves that effects others whom by subconsciously interacting with the temple which play out as the formations in manifestation (that is, if I make a choice unlike the mundane choice; this is represented in the luminous temple, which contains information and wisdom of the interaction, but that the person deals with the manifested choice which is the only level they know how to deal with it; the more well built the temple, the more potent the choice, and the more disruptive it is to the normal choices around them)—

I do see many invisible temples upon this planet, but that I see very few people with structures that exist much beyond what is, and thus it is only when I encourage them to express themselves beyond the mundane temples they are aware of as every day occurrences or things, do I begin to see their temple emerge and its real interaction with mine—

The importance of these temples, not so much being seen and known; but being aligned by greater expression of the heart; is that our mental structures cannot truly align and act in accordance with each other with out being manifested, and there for the emotions that cast light on things for us are dim personal experiences, rather than sacred synchronous and meaningful beyond our personal circular reference— That is our reference becomes collective and shared so their is mutual understanding rather than communication just to understand each other to greater extents— This is of course in a sense; post-philosophy living in the manner it has become—

Dogma– (needs editing and expansion, basis sentiment.)


The role of dogma and the nature of grounding oneself in light— Part 1: Dogma and its role in simple terms—

The Chaos Magician, or average spiritual seeker who is a free thinker (rather than clinging to collective pools of ideology, but to whom this addresses); runs a great risk of developing what has been deemed psychosis and Schizophrenia; or possession by demons—

The nature of grounding oneself, is to partake in those activities and collective outlooks upon which to base ones actions, and not in the wild fantasies of self exploration that must develop in order to be condensed into a greater outlook of being, but first must be generated by exploring or looking around oneself—
That is Apophänie, or the finding meaning in things which point to a greater context, creates an unstable outlook that changes as each meaning from “random data” is come across and reconciled into a coherent vision— That is, the independent seeker, whom endeavors to figure out “The truth” by thinking for ones self, causes a mode of being in which sporadic meaning and convoluted outlooks must be boiled down into a coherent view that allows one to make informed choices in their reality—

The issue becomes how one makes choices, with a self-designed reality that is not particularly aligned with those outlooks one lives among; creating an inability for people to recognize the rationality behinds ones choices (which even in a paranoid outlook, may have very well thought out rationalizations, while looking entirely irrational to those one exists among)— Thus, creating the inability to interact in a beneficial manner or non-disruptive manner with all individuals around—

Science is actually deeply rooted in such an outlook; as their outlook is not understanding what is in front of them by the their context, but understanding their context by what is in front of them—

When we look deeper into this, it is that meanings that have no yet been reconciled into a coherent view, effect every choice in an unconscious manner, and unless that unconscious context is coherent in purpose and will, causes internal conflict and behavior that actually goes against one’s own self’s spirit in thought, as no transcendent dynamics or outlook weaves together the details gathered in Apophänie to unite ones outlook into a refined actionable account, but to dispersed personalities and outlooks that are recalled upon association of the meaning, giving a range of outlooks and associated personalities, which can distant themselves to the point of disconnected memories and consciousness—
This is why over a period of time in the great work, certain dogmatic outlooks were not only required, but enforced to maintain order in an otherwise unorderly world when no single agreement can truly be reached in unifying definition— And that its secular brother known as law and society also grew in increasing importance and mastery inexecution, until the schizophrenic age and inability to truly act coherently emerged as manifesting in societies order by greater and greater corruption and red tape—

So dogma, and enforced outlooks or social behavior, played a vital importance in our growth and ability to explore without destroying each other, until the nations and governments as a single being eventually became a schizophrenic threat like its members that make it up—

Part 2: The role of dogma in grounding light, and grounding oneself in light—
It is something of a personal manner I speak from and such brings this concept to my awareness— That few of us live in a story that actually includes the greater context; that is, most people live with a context provided by understanding the world around them and the different ideas, and through self exploration, and different agreements which lead to certain pillars of creation and resonance groups of the etheric temples established on this land—

For me, and so I can only so much write on such a topic, is that my own experience and interaction with life, suggested something far greater that instead of other things so much defining my own context, my context allowed all other things to fall into accord.. Grounding me in something that was suggested purely out my relationship with life and the beings I interacted with that suggested a greater context, which through mere suggestion did things fall into place. In different degree’s, the suggestions existed beyond those mundane thoughts, so in order for myself to even understand my own life in any way, did I have to reconcile lower levels of interaction, to deal with the greater topologies suggested I was involved with—

In this sense, it was not a search for meaning that I embarked; it was a search for sense, and where upon everything fell in accord to a meaningful way— And beyond the static conditions of this means that thinking, such things were dynamic and dependent on my relationship at the time—
That is, something from the other side suggested we were entering into a cosmic dating, and besides a single chord of thinking that we interacted with, all else was very real and within the objective reality—

The ‘Cosmic Giggle’ is a randomly roving zone of synchronicity and statistical anomaly. Should you be caught up in it, it will turn reality on its head.
It is objective and subjective, simultaneously ‘really there’ and yet somehow is sustained by imagination and expectation; the umbilicus of our ontology, the place where we see that the world came from something very different from what it now appears to be. – Terrence McKenna

It was a story, or relationship that formed a story that I had to deal with head on, that allowed me to follow the roving zone of synchronicity and move beyond the confines of normal cause and effect reality, and one based not on a single mechanistic understanding of existence, but one that gave rise to the forms according to this greater relationship I seemed to have and that would not leave me alone, just from being IN and OF the story and making sincere choices in respond either skeptical and full of doubt (which was my original position), or in full faith which would actually take me out of the story as I had not truly understood my relationship yet to the divine, and thus I could not truly act on faith in something I understood.. Thus any time I tried to take the story as I understood it, I went out of the story as I was living it… And thus would reorientate me to this cosmic giggle that would repeatedly push and pull me simultaneously expanding my consciousness in every direction and as my true understanding, not of a story; but that which gives rise to a story and links to many many stories on the planet and beyond, which was the relationship that suggested something greater—

That is as I understood my relationship, I simply better understood my true context within the collective story, and because my relationship was to the whole of the story, all vital points which would orientate the greater aspects of my being (that transcend my human body, allowing me to work in accordance with the universe as a personality that exists through out the entirety of my experience which extends into our objective reality and interacts with it—) and follow that roving cosmic giggle—

This, grounds me not in any material form; but in the intent and spirit of the mind that I am in relation to the great mind of all—
Only by giving this account (but by leaving out the real details which would make true sense, but to which are infinitely generative—) and I am afraid, that my story will always remain vague except for those vital points I present, as details and knowledge change according to the relationship which gives shape to the story, in which exist many stories to perceive—

This allowing the separate aspects of myself, to be expressed as separate perspectives in a rightful and coherent manner, unifying the inner beings unconscious that exists out in the manifestation of the world, but which we experience as internal events, there by instilling a set of transcendent order that exists among all orders internal and external, which are truly one in the same, but in contrast exist as our choice between the two; where the differences emerge as our external reality and the complimentary inverse emerges as our internal understanding— I might of taken a leap in explanation there, aha—
But that if one is still dealing with internal/external dialogue, one is moving towards one end of being; which appears to us as ascension or materialistic slavery—

Only by this account can I explain another way compared to part one— And that I hope I provide some clarity of the situation—

Polarity creation–


In response to the universality of polarities, we deal with androgynous upon androgynous; or rather than the comparison of two poles, the comparison of two spectrum’s that allow one spectrum to exist which gives shape to the poles–

It holds true, but that it can be transcended; not in function of which it is infinite in capability, but in the way that it is weaved together as to be obscured into oblivion. That is almost what we see today. Except that aspects of it have remained apparent, like a rope ladder descending from the heavens. Now the interesting aspect is that in order to make two poles from the same thing, the aspects between them must be twisted. And these aspects can make the same thing appear to itself as opposing or complimentary depending on what is weaved between them. In this sense we can say half of the story is fixed, or the structure of the constellation of fixed stars that allow us to recognize ourselves as we emerge repeatedly in each bloom, and the other half is interchangeable and gives rise to definition of the fixed. This is quite within our collective myths of fragmentation, that is part of the myth is fixed and divine and infinite in capability. The other half is malleable and functional and that which gives garment to the fixed, and it is those stars which have been weaved in such a way as to appear in conflict while simultaneously being true, thus giving us as we bloomed a sense of distant and separate identity, the birth of ego and the reason why ego at this point is irreconcilable and that all paths had to be paved towards leaving the egoistic state into the fixed principle state.

This was a statement that I would not have posted, yet at the website:
I found a simple and yet realistic demonstration of the principle that can be easily understood–

The new age–


We are approaching a moment in time, in which those things beyond the realm of material and exist in fantasy; will become more potent than ever— This has been hidden secretly in the rise of intellectual rationality, and the persuasive powers of propaganda upon the masses to manipulate your view; it already has risen in power, as we left the realm of evidence based science into interconnected view points upon which way such evidence should point us to—

The relevance of a new era is precisely not because of rumor or lore, but that the very point between us which is our objective reality, and the religion which is the equilibrium between all subjective experience as science and evidence based query  has hit a new realm of possibility; both in witnessing dark matter, and dealing with non-equilibrium matter as the emergence of the outer edges of all rationality expands beyond the explanation between us, brining necessity to a new explanation and context for our very existence and narrative which we repeatedly tell ourselves—

Many have discussed a new age, and many have claimed in cycles a new age to be upon us; and yet, the new chapter of narrative rings its bell loud and clear— That the very mode of operation upon which we based ourselves is now evolving, the axioms which were the furthest expansion of exploration available to us are now upon stilts held over an ocean who’s sea level is lowering and revealing a new realm of our own being to ourselves for the first time on a mass scale—

And you will wonder why I speak so mighty of the sorcerers and myth, but that as this new age comes upon us; it is not the old myths as we have known them that will carry us forward, but the rotation of their interaction and order which will emerge the new story for human kind and their hearts to move forward in accordance with the spirit of the very being that they are—

And yet, such a thing is not where you will place your faith; for all the obvious reasons,  you will wait for the equilibrium to change, for the ways around you to part like the waters of the ocean, so that you may simply choose a new story for yourself, and a new way for our people— And thus, you leave it in the hands of a few to change the entirety of our being, while you struggle to make sense of the senseless being that we have been— This is okay, believe it or not; whether you have faith in the good of people or not; Good is inherent to all being, and though you may not have faith in such a thing.. the potency of your choices in old views will dwindle and you will have little choice who’s hands the future is in (the hands of all which appear as few)— And such a dismal outcome is like a great firecracker in the sky upon the new year..

Remembering how to die–


Dying consciously has been one thing. Remember how to die has been another. I remember how to return to light, how we are together, who I am in essence and more so; why I would even come back from the light.

It is not a matter of having achieved illumination, that such things are of importance to me; but that I would be woken up by a lover whom just by understanding something her, did I understand what was between us; it is my relationship to reality in a very human like sense of meaning of relationship, but that one remains in transcendent forms that appear to us as symbols and is experienced by them in a parallel narrative that is entirely different in form–

I don’t say such things from the perspective of oh I read a book and now have a conclusion and belief. But that I by virtue of just being myself, could observe and wake up, as long as I had something that would suggest itself as something of a greater context for me to see the same world in. And it is one thing to deny that which you do not see, but that denial of your own vision is something of a painful transformation, as pain is the very form of which arises between things that don’t recognize each other, and such the only way to heal is to be recognized, not in form but in the heart that governs the form that is their own pain, no one who has not suffered can know existence, because existence is the very lie we created, but with pain did we make this life sincere, with pain we understood the truth of our situation with out knowing it’s true context. That the generation of sincere life meant to place them in the truth of creation as how all the parts created the whole and how the whole created the parts.

It is two extreme forms that cannot appear beautiful to all, unless it is approached by itself that can understand it, and of it as a self wants to be understood. It is backwards upon forwards and the agreements between them, it is the expansion of ourselves and the consequences of that expansion as a contraction of movement within the ratios that make them appear quantifiable the expansion.

And by understanding the structure of creation, on which our own sincerity is deeply found; can we act more awake and in accordance with the reality of our situation; and thus allowing us to begin making choices from the heart on a level of existence that is not influenced by the context of our situation as a limited being, and in so the nature of the cause of the limits. Not the veil itself, but the movement of the veil. And through the veil becoming conscious of itself, better wielding the forms that will allow for joy as the healing of that pain which is the transmutation of its form into a higher quality understanding. Because just like our understandings of each other create the veil or form of our relationship we experience. So to is all form that arises, and all form rises according to the adjustment in differences so that something that does not understand itself, can still understand itself. Pain is the lower quality expression of the misunderstandings between us. It is when we part in understanding that we identify as a part. Form is a voice that we forgot spoke, that it speaks to us the best it can in its truth and ability.

The veils are unknown because the veils are not awake within themselves to know they are veiling. Like a man who must speak his truth even if he is unaware that he is misleading. Because we all follow each other in an order that shapes us based on how we follow it. It is tyrannical in will, but that it wills the choices in our hearts, and I doth think the choice is freedom. And so rooted in freedom is the way of love, and love is the way of the will, the will to love; and the freedom to choose how we express that love which is greater in expression the more is understood, because as it is understood it can better express the understanding to be understood and understand itself better to express itself better to further understand itself.

The situation– (Written on forum)


I would suggest that, yes everything is our choice to experience; that we must not forget that everything is a part of our choice– It is not our narrative that makes these decisions, but that it is our choice to experience narrative which gives color to experience beyond the experience itself– To think anything is out of your control, is to misunderstand the power of what you are experiencing now– It is simply that we chose to experience somethings out of our control, and this is an agreement to experience ourselves as separate beings–

That is we have given ourselves a sphere of consciousness in which we can begin designing our narrative, but that our narrative exists within a collective one.. and it is not a matter of aligning your narrative to the personal and immediate desires which are based on falsehoods, but the collective will and intent which means your desires within that intent is 1. part of your original desire and so greater, to the extent that you would fear desiring such a thing for yourself. 2. your desire of such proportions or ratio is absolutely supported by the whole of which you are and are a part of in experience–


At the level of realization I speak of, there are revelations that have personal consequences, as well as consequences upon the narrative at large– Since you speak from personal consequences of intermingling separation, which is a gift and a curse; let me say that there is a collective narrative that will have far more reaching consequences than any individual narrative at play, and that which will guide every personal narrative if so one should choose to follow the story we are all experiencing, which allows for every personal story to reach its own greater height–

I know that in a certain sense, you feel like mankind is alone in this endeavor of ours, but that this process is indeed universal; and that there are illuminated members of society (far and distant from each other with purpose) working towards the original intent or impulse of our collective decision which in spirit is specific, but in form is liberation itself–

And that I would point to you to meditate on.. is not the intent of your own choices to experience something a certain way, but why we would choose to experience such a sorrowful state as this, and what great vitality it would have to the most glorious fruit ahead in which we shall all partake without exclusion, but to which all partaking will appear to be an individual conclusion in the collective result– Think about the intentions behind that which you did not intend, and reconcile them into your own spirit–

However, not everyone is meant to reach the levels I speak of; not everyone desires to truly, and this is quite fine.. but as a result, something between these two conflicting desires must arise that give a greater result than either of the two desires alone– Thus that ultimate is that desire of every individual in the way that allows for all desire to be met, and surpasses the limitation of the individual desire to only allow one aspect of the desire to be met–

We are dealing with far more fantastical things than you treat it, and without proper catalysts and stimulation; beyond your own ability to treat such fantasy seriously–

The echo of self–


There is a fire inside me, that like a block of cheese through a grater, must arise through the aspects of myself that shape it, and to feel who I am, I must take those pieces and shape them upon themselves so that my own ego is amplified and that inspiration that was me, becomes inspiring in its purity of self by resonating with exactly who I am.

I am a fire that burns itself, an everlasting oil; and it is not because who I am is so full of myself, but that who I am cares so deeply for the liberation and love of all sentient being that to witness my own passion is to remind of that same sentiment. And that the most powerful thing I can do is shape that sentiment as an artist as I vibrate my own being in continual blossom in greater refinement and intensity. Until I speak words that move the mountains I know as part of myself.

Not a word I say refers to anything but who I am, not a word I mean means anything more than my own meaning. And not an aspect of me could exist without the relationship to all that exists which defines me as so. In that sense, I am as conscious of being everything else as I am conscious of being what all else makes me as. And so, there is nothing greater I could become than increasingly myself and allow that same world, that makes me so, to arrive to that very same destiny.